I Love You

I love you. Three simple words that mean a lot,"I", for I only have "I"s for u. "Love" is all the magic, good luck, fortune and happiness you brought when you came. And "you" a mirror, an exact image, a soul mate and the one made tailored for me. So may our todays, tomorrows and everyday be filled with " I love you"s.

Your Scent

I love your redhead, in fact I have always had a thing for redheads. You are simple yet so complex. Full of surprises yet I can read you like an open book. You love everybody yet you hate whomever hurts me. You smell like spices and Ilove that <3

Forever more

The earth beneath my feet can shake,
My beliefs and values you can take,
I would do that and more for your sake.

No pride in love an old man said,
The bigger ego got it bled,
And arrogance was shot dead.

Gardens of tulips,
Sealed words on muted lips,
The love unfolds in a state of bliss.

The broken healed,
The hurt concealed,
From tears, I’m a shelter, a shield.

Lovers for you can wait all their life,
Your heart is mine, for you I’ll strife,
I’ll cut the line of lovers like a knife.

Spouse, partner and my better half,
I want to fill you up with joy and hear you laugh,
Even if we make mistakes and start to gaffe.

I love you today, tomorrow and until infinity,
Because no one can deny you have always been a part of me,
Even before I knew it, before I could see.

locks are unlocked

Gates with locks and the locks are unlocked,
A chain of keys, different keys that open and close doors,
but the person standing there will always remain the same.

ups and downs and downs and lows,
left or right or right or wrong,
in that ride there's only one place where I belong; In your arms.

what goes around, comes around,
and in that circle a love lost ,is now found,
Reality with you is where dreams and hopes stand on solid ground.

I love you Rocky

Paradox of love

"How much do you love me?" you always ask.
And I always answer you with :" you bring me back to my senses and drive me crazy all at the same time" this much I love you!

Rockilicious

Two eyes meet,
Captivated by the beauty of the hallow,
Emotions loud like thunder,
Attraction is fatal,
Chemistry inevitable,
Soul mates since creation,
Drawn together by destiny,
The weight of the world lifted,
Tingly feelings and bubbly thoughts,
Head in the clouds, constantly daydreaming,
A heart with wings falters with joy.
Butterflies in my tummy and Goosebumps on my skin,
Weak in the knees, head over heels,
Two hands embrace,
Beat echoes to beat,
The puzzle is finally complete.

Forever more

The earth beneath my feet can shake,
My beliefs and values you can take,
I would do that and more for your sake.

No pride in love an old man said,
The bigger ego got it bled,
And arrogance was shot dead.

Gardens of tulips,
Sealed words on muted lips,
The love unfolds in a state of bliss.

The broken healed,
The hurt concealed,
From tears, I’m a shelter, a shield.

Lovers for you can wait all their life,
Your heart is mine, for you I’ll strife,
I’ll cut the line of lovers like a knife.

Spouse, partner and my better half,
I want to fill you up with joy and hear you laugh,
Even if we make mistakes and start to gaffe.

I love you today, tomorrow and until infinity,
Because no one can deny you have always been a part of me,
Even before I knew it, before I could see.

The Lift Up

I am writing a book by the title “the 4 ups”. It is a story made up of four chapters and you are mentioned in the last one. Don’t be sad, because for me all the good things happened in these last pages; it is in those last lines that I felt most at ease, that I felt happiest, I wasn’t having any difficulty writing about you, because I was writing everything I felt, I was writing from the heart.
Now believe me, had I known the story would take this beautiful turn, there wouldn’t have been any other chapter, any page, any line without you in it. There are times were I wished that you were there from the start, but then I go back to being ever so grateful for how things looked up; you see, had I not gone down the hill, I would’ve never gone back up and met you! Had I not been miserable with, I would’ve never learnt the taste of sweet happiness, I would’ve never appreciated you enough, and you, you deserve nothing less than being spoilt rotten.
Think of it this way, the first three chapters are nothing but a draft, papers for recycle, disposable, but this last one is the one thing the story revolves around, the thing that I wanted the most when I first started writing this book, the thing we all wish for but few of us have; yes peace of mind, and you have given me that.
I don’t know how the story will end, all that I know is that I want it to end with you, so I hope you don’t mind that the last page will have your name on it, as will the first one; because all that I am today, all that I feel, all that I lived lately, wouldn’t have been possible without your presence in my life, without your support, without your unconditional love. I dedicate my book, my pages, and my lines to you knowing that for me, you are every single chapter and as they always say “save the best for last” and God has certainly done that for me.
Happy 3 month anniversary.
I love you.

Different

Different turned out to be the same.
Different is not so different after all.
Different is another finger in your hand,
They are not all the same length, but are all made of clay.
Different is just like any other day,
We all share the same moon and the same sun.
We all have our hearts broken,
But this feeling,I can't describe it nor can I explain it.
It’s different

Rockie Lullaby

They say that if you constantly concentrate on the same thought and keep thinking of it over and over again, God will grant you your wish as the universe speeds the process of bringing this thought into a reality.
Positive thinking it is; you are beyond any doubt 24 hours a day, seven days a week running through my heart, mind and soul.
I know that I will be able to hold you sooner than later. I am sure that I will embrace you today before tomorrow and I know that I will love you an entire lifetime and all the ones after.
As you lay there asleep, my only consolation is the hope that it is ME you are dreaming of.

Two weeks' notice

Tongue tied yet again.
Blinded from all the ugly.
Fascinated by the beauty.
Who needs a two weeks’ notice, when you’ve got the rest of your life?
Frozen frames.
Pictures that talk.
A portrait broken.
Who needs shades of a blurry memory, when you’ve got the real thing?
Flowers that blossom.
A beautiful blue sky.
Stars that twinkle.
Who needs dark nights, when you’ve got sunshine their your side?
Tongue tied yet again.
Vision never been as clear.
As I bow before God for this precious gift : love.

Past syndrome

Would it be okay if I just flip the coin?
Would it be okay if I just rip those pages out?
Would it be okay if I erase all the words I said?
Would it?
In an ideal world, I wouldn’t even have to ask for permission.
What other side of the coin?
What pages when they will be replaced by others?
What words when I know how loud they echo?
What for?
In an ideal world, where no shred of emotion is shown?
Would it be okay if I curl up in my pile of coins, drown myself in the pages of my past and replay the words that are wearing me down?
In an ideal world the past doesn’t follow you to the future, it doesn’t bother you, it only watches you from a distance.
But does it really??

Ten years of Red

I remember ten years ago, and how everything tasted and looked better. Ten years ago and how laughter was the best medicine the doctor prescribed. Ten years ago and how my only concern was how to make the most of every day.
Ten for some is just a number, a digit, a period of time, but for me it holds the best of memories.
And for a while now, I feel like I’ve gone back ten years in time, back to those happy moments, when things didn’t cost much, when money wasn’t every person’s concern, when little gestures counted, when happiness was in the presence of those we love, valued in good company and appreciated with a smile. I wish I was introduced to the color red ten years ago, and maybe then things would’ve never changed and stayed the same.

I hate July

You can’t escape it, and no matter how fast you run or how faraway you go, it would still be there chasing you like a shadow in the dark.
You can’t change it, you can’t do anything about it, fighting it is pointless; wanting to go back is useless.
And all you can do is just watch it stare you back in the eye, questioning your existence, making you doubt everything you are doing now.
Accepting it is difficult, living with it is hard, constantly being reminded of it makes it impossible.
A castle of bricks and a castle of sand; a brick is moved and replaced by grains. Strong on the outside, weak within; one mistake and all falls down.
I was never a big fan of July, but I even hate it more now.

Rockie Road

We change not because we want to but because we need to, there is so much potential in everyone and I just want to make sure that you know how much you are worth and how cherished you are.
I may have scared you with my talk, but truth of the matter I like the way I am, I am straight forward and I do try my best to stay like that all the time. If I don’t like something I will let you know about it, not because I want to bother but because I don’t want it to be an issue in the future. I always believed that most friendships end because they don’t communicate and don’t tell their concerns to each other, and I refuse to be like that. You are my soul mate and I will talk to you as though I am talking to myself, knowing that I won’t be judged, hated nor rejected, on the contrary, I will be loved, embraced and appreciated. I want you to know that I appreciate your honesty and everything about you. I want you to always know that you have my full and undivided attention, love and understanding and when things get tough and hard, I will be there full heartedly giving it my all to ease things up, because the last thing I want is for us to ever part or reach a point where we can’t be honest to each other or can’t be around one another. I know I am quiet at times, you may think that I disapprove or that I am hurt and acting all strong , by now you should probably know that I wear my heart on my sleeve, and you of all people can read me like an open book.
I want to do things the right way, I want to do you justice and I want you to put your worries to rest because I wouldn’t change anything about your past, present or future, I love you; when you love people you see them flawless, you see them as nothing but perfect and with all the things that you like to call “mistakes” In your past, they only make you even more perfect. If you ever felt like doing something no matter how absurd, crazy or heartbreaking it is for me, I need you to tell me, so that I can help put a smile on your face, so that we can get through it together, so that I don’t let you walk out on an urge, a wish or a dream.

I love you so much and maybe one day you will come to realize just how much.

"Less talking, more walking"

I never understood why those long walks made me feel better, with swollen feet and me out of breath, maybe it is a way to torture myself, whatever the reason, I know I could always count on those walks. It is a means of letting go of all the negativity within me. It is the way to clear my mind of all the chaos going on, to putting an end to this rollercoaster of mixed feelings of anxiety and happiness.
I have to admit that I am too much of a thinker, I over analyze everything and when I get too engrossed into something it would be nearly impossible to convince me not to over obsess over what could even be the silliest thoughts.
I take chances but I also like to know where those chances will take me.
I am not crazy even though most of probably think I‘ve psyched out, but to be completely honest it is most of the time my honestly that puts me in such mess. I always speak my mind, I never thought of it as a crime, but I am more cautious now when picking my words. It is tiring not to have a solution that would please everyone. I either drive too fast and you walk too slowly or it is the exact opposite.
So with much confusion I smile, with much anxiety I smile again, with much stress I still smile, because that’s the only way I know how to react and maybe with much luck I will actually mean it.
I want so many things in life; I love being independent; not having to rely on anyone, I don’t think I am a bad person or so I would like to believe, I enjoy travelling, I love people with a terrific sense of humor, I love beautiful people and beautiful things, I have insecurities, I have fears, I have feelings, I want to leave this life knowing that I have at least changed someone’s life to the better. I am a blabber machine, once I start talking I never seem to stop, I can sometimes be misunderstood which puts me a lot of times in awkward sticky situations and I am sure my friends would second that!
Bottom line is, I am only human, a person that thinks too much, that analyzes too much, that hates hurting anyone or upsetting them, I love to love, I take a stand and speak my mind, the consequences are the least of my concerns, but once the bomb is dropped you know that there will be causalities and it is pretty hard ignoring what comes next. I am a total mess, people either love me or hate me.
I guess what I was trying to say is that starting of today this saying probably works best for me :” less talking, more walking” there is nothing that a long walk can’t brush away.