Food

Isn't it?

It’s ridiculously funny and unbelievably absurd the fact that it never made sense and that it never will.
For people looking from the outside in, they just wouldn’t understand how beautiful ugly can sometimes be.
I find it highly illogical how for the past 26 years of my life, I have always managed to be at the wrong place mixing with the wrong crowd, never have I known a moment of righteous, never have I been given a moment of truth.
Isn’t it silly how we turn the simplest situation into complete complexity? We live on assumptions, theories and fairytales that will never take place.
I can’t help but find it ironic that it’s either nothing at all or everything at once; you find yourself either short in options or stuck in a maze of never ending opportunities yet none of which that could possibly interest you or meet your needs.
It is relevantly stupid the fact that cupid throws arrows at people’s heart causing them unseen yet severely felt pain.
It is a shame how we play the game but never follow the rules and it is always the players that get away with it.
Isn't it sad the fact the we all know, that once something is broken, it is never the same again?

Single to twinkle-Can you handle it?

I say what I want whenever I feel like it; I will not stop, hesitate and overanalyze to think about it.
Because words are only alphabets arranged, but the thoughts in your head are untouched but estranged.
Don’t lock yourself up in a scrabbled sheet, with too many worries beneath your feet,
A blank white page is what makes the heart beat, bottled up emotions come to surface to meet.
Feelings should not be imprisoned, nor should they be contained, you have them for a purpose,
Speak up, they should be used and not be chained; lighten one’s heart with loving bliss.
I will not calculate my actions anymore; I will not play things by the book,
I will open the reaction door, and I will restore back all the things time took.
Boundaries and limits are only fiction in the mind, they are manmade
I refuse to define myself this way, be underlined, and to become just a shade.
People should be more honest and should say what they truly feel,
Fear of rejection? Insecurity? detached? Too many differences? Just turn the wheel.
Too many frustrations and let downs, chase those negativities away,
Laughter awaits you in the next town, embrace happiness today.
The rainbow in your heart no one can steal, be spontaneous, and let down your guards,
Live for the moment, make it real, dance in madness, love to the fullest, put down your cards.
In a poker game, I am your high card, life is a gamble,
I dare you to take a chance, question is: “ are you really able to handle?”.

Remedy

Two different states of mind; one wants to go back to the start, and the other wants me to run to that finish line.
Temporary happiness; driven by the rush, by the fear of getting caught, complete chaos and little understanding of the whole picture.
Maybe that’s the way we were meant to live, the way we were meant to love; more action, less talking, more giving, less analyzing.
But when we finally see the whole thing, we laugh, we laugh out in insanity knowing that laughter is the best remedy to every torn heart.